Ok I’ve decided to finally be honest and not hide away from things anymore!
This photo is a gorgeous photo some may say of me and my two babies! But to me it’s a reminder of what a bad place I was in. (I’m even crying writing this, that’s bad)
I did things with my children, my friends but I was a robot! I was just living my life like I had to to survive and for daily things to happen.
Some friends were worried I had post natal depression, it could have been but to me I had bigger things going on!
I was on the receiving end to online harassment for over 5 years (some of those I was a single mum living on my own), for over four of those it seemed like the police were powerless to it! I was scared!
I was scared of doing things with my own children, all thanks to someone wanting to cause me misery just for fun!
I have memories that should be such nicer memories then they were.
Anyway long story cut short the person ended up being cautioned!
It took a lot to build my life back up and I didn’t let anyone in to help me, it was something I had to do for myself!
Anyway I’m still standing, my children are happy (I hope) and I’m nearly me again!
There is more to my story but I’ve probably bored you enough! If you feel your friend is vacant and just living their life one day to the next reach out to them! They may push you away not meaning to but don’t give up on them!
#beatthebullies #cyberbullies #canbeanyone #postnataldepression #mentalheath #friends