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DAY XI- Shadow of my heart- shadow, impact, redefine
TAROT- The tower, 9 of swords 8 of swords
WHAT IS HIDING IN THE SHADOWS OF MY HEART?- the tower- Well.... The tower, the shock, the destruction, the demolished foundation, the devastation, the harshness, the loss, the painful breakdown and the eventual breakthrough. In the shadow of my heart hides not only the memories and subsequent scars of these, but a quiet, lingering fear that it may occur again. So here it stands, do I move past the fear and into a state of love, but risk the tower again or do I avoid stepping beyond my comfort zone and stay in a state of peace and harmony, but ultimately surrender to a flatline life?
HOW DOES THIS AFFECT ME?- 9 swords- In its wake, there are times of anxiety, fear, panic, insomnia, worry. Moments where thoughts loop endlessly creating a restless reaction. Although these times are much less common these days, the disruptive and unsettling energy of the tower certainly can provoke the aforementioned reactions in me. It takes much mental energy to go beyond these and into a place of peace.
WHY DOES THIS NOT DEFINE ME?- 8 of swords- I am not defined by this because I realise it is a creation of my own thoughts. That I, effectively, imprison myself in these patterns. By changing my inner dialogue and shifting to a place where my thoughts are focused on what I desire and by matching my emotions to these desires as if they already are, I then move beyond my heart's shadow. There is a great power and sense of peace in knowing that we are the creators of and responsible for our own happiness.
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