This is me and my best friend. He is the best and makes me laugh. He watches anime and fresh off the boat with me. He loves cars and hopes to own one soon. He watches out for my tummy when I forget. He has the biggest heart for the ones he loves. Sometimes he even forgets to show himself the love he gives others.
It feels so amazing to know that I have Tristan to experience new things with. I can't wait to travel, get a fur baby, and learn how to drive! I am excited to start our YouTube channel and I can't wait to see us graduate college. I love being a part of you life bubba. I love coming home to you every day and waking up next to you every morning. Nothing is more comforting than falling asleep in your arms or rubbing my back to sleep.
I always get stuck between 2 lives. My past and my future. When I look into my past, I don't feel worthy enough to be your girlfriend. I am too afraid of losing you to be in love with you. I live in fear when the past takes control. When I look to my future, I see myself happy with our own place. I see dogs, bunnies, and brzs. I see endless possibilities, including our detailing business. I live in hope when the future takes control.
The fact that I could lose you at any moment is absolutely terrifying, but not taking a risk to have the love of a lifetime is even more terrifying. I am grateful to have something I would hate to lose. It means I care so much about you. I have a bad habit of distancing myself when I should cherish the time we have left. I am scared to lose my grandpa because he is the one I can count on and always makes me feel better. But I can't live in fear, I need to enjoy the time we share on earth. I am thankful he is healthy and will not let negativity into my mind. I am thankful Tristan helps me help him around the house. I'm glad we cook for grandpa once in a while. I'm glad we wash his car and clean the front yard.
I love you bubba and I love you grandpa too. I want to cherish both of you and not be fearful. You guys are the best. I feel the happiest with you both. Thank you for being the best support I could ever need. #FearlessFriday
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