I’ve been told I’m weird quite a lot recently.
Also numerous times in the past too.
(But I’m good weird, honest)
This isn’t a “oh I’m mad me, I’m just so crazy” post
But I think it is something I get to pay attention to
I have realised that, in part – it is something that has kept me from posting and going “fully online” so to speak
It’s something that, when I finally got clear and decided about 18 months ago to launch properly online, and not just offline
I created closed groups and started my business from there
Coincidence, I think not
Most, if not everyone has a fear or what others think to some degree. If not you’re either not human, or chatting shit.
But you either let that cripple and silence you, or go through it
I think being “weird”
Speaking about some of the things I feel pulled to speak about
Is something I’ve been dimming down, but no more
I have always embraced weirdness, but maybe not so openly online
I think describing yourself is best left to other people.
It can be a bit like describing the qualities you wish others to see. The ones you aspire to have.
But trying to put that aside, and just being as honest as I can be
I’m going to give it a go, also basing it on what people have said to me, about me
So here are some ‘fun facts’ about me, before I really start getting all weird and posting more online:: This is also your chance to say au revoir if you no longer want to be in my world online. But still love all the way of course I have a ridiculous sense of humour
I will laugh till I go delusional at points I don’t have much of a filter
I can be silly, very silly
I will sometimes speak about things, some may find uncomfortable, she said whatttt?!
When I’m hurting, I retreat and retreat hard. No one will likely know what’s really going on. But for me, it's healing. It's clearing.
I’m quite a private person
I’m sometimes the only person laughing at something, people may laugh, at me laughing. But not the thing I’m finding funny. So I love it when I meet someone who gets my humour. I cherish them.