BLOOD MOON 27TH OF JULY
I’ve been spending all of my time the past few months, channeling my chakras in everything I’ve been doing, and I will continue to do so the next few. I am about halfway, and I won’t say that my muladhara, swadhisthana and manipura are in perfect alignment, however, I do say that I feel a lot of improvement going on around these. I’ve noticed where my strengths and weaknesses are, and they are nowhere I thought they were. I have been too hard on myself, and now I see that everything I thought I was doing wrong, and everything I thought I should have done better, never really had a say in what was happening to me. Everything has been trying to tell me that I needed to stop taking the pain of the world upon me and my actions, and instead listen to myself and the universe trying to shake me awake. I am doing so good. I am even doing better than i have to. All of these thoughts that told me that I wasn’t good enough, that I needed to fight and push myself to reach my full potential, has turned into love, trust and me listening to myself and my needs. The awaken came when I stopped seeing past how much I was really achieving, and changed my perception on what I thought I had to achieve. The reason I felt that I kept on crashing in all of these tasks, was not that I was lazy or unmotivated. Nor was it that I even needed to do this and do that to feel accomplished. It is the universe, myself, I have being trying to tell me that I didn’t have to, and that I shouldn’t either, because, obviously, it doesn’t fulfill me. And there I was, going into this awakening, thinking that I would gain more energy to complete even more tasks, however I found myself feeling perfectly full just by sitting and watching the moon. And I feel myself rising from the earth and upwards my temple lately!