ᅠᅠᅠᅠ ᅠᅠᅠᅠ 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐋𝐋𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍𝐒 💫 ᅠᅠᅠᅠ
ᅠᅠᅠᅠ ᅠᅠᅠᅠ(𝘮𝘺 𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘨𝘦𝘥𝘺 𝘰𝘧 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦)
the night music of the cold city wrapped around my fingers with a piercing trill. red wine in a glass poured in waves onto the floor when icy fingers got stained with blood. you stared at me. why are you always looking at me like that, your eyes are tearing me apart and are glueing me again and again, eating from the inside to a shiver in the lips.
flashes of fear appeared in your eyes. you rushed at me with the smell of Marlboro and kissed my fingers with a sweet cherry flavor. the scarlet drops dissolved in the floor of your apartment and I fell.
I fell down trying to grab the cuffs of your favorite cashmere coat. and you laughed. your voice echoes in my head, stunning. love me, love me with eternal fire, all night and all day. kill each time and give a hand to get up. trample me into the dust and inhale like the last time. why are looking at me. i know i didn’t meet your expectations, i wasn’t the best one for you, i loved you too much and that’s what i have now.
long scars are scattered like constellations all over my body. i’m here alone watching the orange city skies shining brighter than ever. don’t fly away, don’t disappear. “it’s not worth it” — your words silently burn my brain from the inside. i loved and i loved and i couldn’t be with you.