Let’s talk fear. She’s a bitch.
She’s that nasty 🗣 in your 🤯 telling you you’re not good enough; not 💪🏼 enough; not in good enough shape; won’t fit in.
She’s the one who keeps you from truly living life; from taking that jump; she’s the one who paralyzes you; who makes you talk almost non-stop to the point of embarrassment.
Know what? I shut her right the fuck up tonight. After 22 months, I got back on the ⚽️. With a brand new team. I didn’t realize how much this journey has done for me 💪🏼 and 🤯 until tonight.
I kept telling myself I wasn’t in that bad shape before. Well that was a load of 💩. I would sometimes struggle to last 2 minutes on the field. My shortest shift tonight was 6 minutes and I only came off because I wanted to give others playing time. I got complemented on my playing, which hasn’t happened. Ever.
I went into tonight with more fear than I thought a game of ⚽️ could ever stir up. But I fucking showed up. I conquered. And I had fun!!!! If you want to join me on this journey I’m on, drop an emoji below!!!! We’re starting a new group next week and I’m starting a program from day 1 along with y’all!!!!