I feel awful today. I woke up in the morning feeling empty. In my way to school, I started feeling nervous, and kinda sad, that I couldn't even breath well. My anxiety is killing me. Everything it would be better if I never existed. I also miss Chester a lot today, that I spend the whole day listening to the album "Out Of Ashes", from "Dead By Sunrise". It makes me feeling better, and awful the same time. Now, enjoy this man's beautiful smile, and have a nice day 💕.