LONG time, no talk! I’ve been holding off on posting on this account for a few reasons, but mainly, because it didn’t feel ‘right’. *Warning, longggg emotional post ahead* When I started this account/‘blogging’ I wanted people to read it and get something out of it, whether it was advice/happiness or anything in between, and lately [the past year] I do not think I have been qualified to give that.
2017 [especially towards this exact time last year] was undoubtedly the worst year of my life. School was hard. Relationships of years were broken. I was alone- and worst of all, I was confused- so confused... about everything. What I was doing, why I was doing it, and who I even was anymore- it was bad. I had never hit such a low point, and worst of all- it was all in the middle of my extremely accelerated summer semester nursing program [I’m talkin’ 5-days-a-week med/surg + obgyn + pharmacology, 3 12 hr shifts per week, & test(s) every Monday + copious amounts of no-point assignments w/ threats to be kicked out of the program if not done to the highest detail]. Oh, plus I worked almost every weekend! Aka, I almost never ate/slept!! Anyways, I could go into much more detail, but overall, physically I was dying [of exhaustion], mentally I was dying [of exhaustion and thinking], and my heart [metaphorically- but almost actually due to the excess amounts of caffeine] was absolutely broken.
At that time, when I logged onto insta and all I saw were these ‘perfect’ medical accounts having it “all figured out”, or my friends having the time of their lives, I just felt more alone and secluded in my misery.
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