What if I trip?? What if the wind literally blow me away? What if I fall off the cliff? These negative thoughts were about to stop me from enjoying an absolutely perfect scenery. And I hated how this fear of heights was stopping me to seize the moment! The trail was a tough trek for a beginner like me. There are moments that I was like losing my breath and I was feeling like I'm about to pass out. I was shaking. I was nervous. I was anxious yet very excited as I climb the wooden tower. When I finally reached the top, I lost my breath again. This time, figuratively. Everything suddenly became indescribable. For a moment, I was out of words. And my heart was very happy. My heart was grateful that God blessed us with so much beauty in nature that we could turn to when we're stressed out with our mundane lives.
As I spent almost an hour just staring at the perfection in front of me, I realized nothing will be possible if you let negativities eat you alive. I'd like to remind myself that being scared isn't the problem; it only becomes a problem when that fear prevents u from doing what you love.