FINISH HIM! I want to be Sindel from MK like 3 times a day. Not because she’s pretty but because I kick ass as her. She can ultra sonic scream and hairwhip the f*ck out of Raiden!
Being close to situations, people, places that trigger so much of my OLD story is like giving my ego an automatic weapon.
I’ve been triggeredAF.
Sometimes I can feel the heat rise, but usually the autopilot response flies off angry Sarla (my ego’s) tongue before I have time to know what just happened. What just happened? I’m reacting again? Shouldn’t I be ‘better’ than this?
“Should, better” Ha, I can hear you ego, sneaking your snark into the space between my ears.
I am right here and now. Choosing to be in THIS and learn from it, no one is forcing me to be here.
I choose this because some part of me wants to heal, let go of the past, and be present MORE than the part of me that wants to soundwave the flesh off people. 🌬💀
There is something wrong with me, there is something wrong with the other person, the situation. I should go, this isn’t right!
I love this messy, beautiful, punctuated growth experience. These triggers, and people are my best teachers, challenging me every day, I thank you kindly for this opportunity to grow, although to you it may not seem like I am, I’m sorry. I love you and release you my old story.
What’s your trigger mantra?
Lay off tomorrow will ya? Girls got whiplash. 🥵