I stood there very uncomfortable. I could tell that Y/n told Dylan because he wouldn’t let her leave his side. He would also look at me with eyes that said “I will kill you”, but Y/n would always look at him and his eyes would soften. I don’t know if that’s a good thing or a bad thing. But to be honest, I don’t really want to be by her. Not in a bad way, I just don’t want to touch after what happened. I’m disgusted with myself that I left bruises on her body. She cried for me to stop.... but I didn’t listen. I wanted to stay as far away from her because i’m scared i’m gonna hurt her again. I heard Y/n whisper something to everyone, but me and it kind of made me uncomfortable. I heard Dylan whisper something with a stern voice until he sighed. But then what confused me is that they all left the lab. I didn’t say anything, so I was debating if I should leave too.
“Hey....”, I heard her say. I looked at her to see if she was talking to me. Then I thought to myself “Of course she’s talking to you idiot, there’s no one else here”.
“I’m sorry about last night.”, she said to me, but I looked at her confused,
“Why are you sorry? I should be the one saying sorry because I....raped you...”, my voice getting quieter at the last sentence.
“Peter come here.”, she said. I came towards her slowly, but I kept my distance.
“Peter. You’re not going to hurt me.”, she said. I came towards her and she grabbed my hand. She pulled me in to stand between her legs. I looked down at her hand holding mine, but I didn’t hold it back. My hand just laid there limp in hers.
“Please look at me.”, she asked me softly. I looked up at her and my eyes met hers.
“I forgive you. And I know I shouldn’t, but I just can’t stay mad at you. I physically and mentally can’t. And I know you’re gonna tell me that I’m stupid for forgiving you, but I can’t stand being away from you. We’ve been through so much and I think we can get through this. Yes it was a very wrong thing to do, but I know that you would never intentionally hurt me. And I’m sorry about the Alex thing. You had every right to know what was going on.”, she said.
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