Those moments, the ones where you feel you have done it all, you have gone to the limits of what you know, what you feel you were capable of and yet you did not reach the end point.
You have not accomplished what you expected to.
You have worked so hard, you have put everything into place and yet you did not get there.
AND YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT ELSE YOU COULD EVEN DO NOW
You don't feel there is any more that can be done and you don't have any idea why you haven't reached your goal, why you have not received what's due to you.
Oh life seems to be full of moments like this.
And at these times we feel....
So we have a choice
GIVE UP OR GIVE MORE
It's so easy to just give up, to move on, to accept defeat.
But what if we decide to give more?
What does that even mean if we already gave it our all?
It means believing in you.
Believing that you actually deserve what you are working for.
Believing that this is not the end but the beginning.
It means trusting in yourself.
Trusting in the process.
And trusting that all though it alludes us right now, there must be more, there must be another level that will bring it all to us.
It means allowing ourselves space.
Allowing ourselves time.
Allowing ourselves to understand that we do not know what we do not know.
I have reached these moments...
The moments of pure frustration..
What else could I even do at this point? Who else could I be? What else or how much more do I need to believe in this to make it my reality?
And when I decide to accept that it is taking longer than I would have liked, that it is still the outcome I expect and that I allow for whatever is next (without knowing one bit what that means) to come in its time... All of a sudden one day, usually out of the blue, it comes. It makes complete sense and it shows me what that next step, the one that alluded me needed to be.
And all of a sudden like that I am even closer. Closer to that dream than I had ever been before. And it all makes sense. .
Instead of giving up I decide to let go.
To let my subconscious, my intuition, guide me.
I just ALWAYS know what I will have, accomplish, achieve. (Cont in comments)