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I made myself sick today at Asl class and luckily the asl teacher knows me but she heard me throwing up and talked to me after class and she’s so caring and so kind and I do trust her. She gave me her number to message her whenever I need to talk but I don’t like bugging people so we will see how much I text her. It turns out she also struggled with bulimia and anorexia so she knows what I’m going through. •ignore• #selfhate #depressed #useless #depression #worthless #alone #suicidal #selfharm #anorexia #bulimia #ugly #fat #socialanxiety #anxiety #mentalillness #anorexic #bulimic


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Да,я снова выкладываю эти таблетки. Думаю вчера я переборщила с их потреблением.
Ночью вставала раза три из-за ужасных болей в животе и желания сходить в туалет.
Боль была настолько сильной и непрерывной что у меня закружилась голова и когда я выходила из туалета ,упала в обморок. Не знаю сколько я пролежала в обморочном состоянии,ведь я даже не помню как очутилась тогда на полу в коридоре,когда я очнулась то думала что лежу на полу возле кровати,и думала что упала с неё,когда я открыла глаза я была в полном недоумении ,я поняла что упала в обморок ведь последнее что я помнила это то как сильно мне было плохо и как сильно кружилась голова когда я выходила из туалета.
Если и пить эти таблетки ,то точно не по 6 и более штук за раз. Будьте аккуратнее с этими таблетками. #бисакодил #l4l #f4f #followme #likeme #love #white #beauty #skinny #fat #anorexia #anorexic #пп #правильноепитание #анорексия #анорексичка #булимия #худеемвместе #спорт #худею #похудение #sport


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dinnnerrrr 😋 spaghetti squash is my new fav! trout, veggies and potatoessssss it was real good! i’m proud to say i cooked it 💁🏼‍♀️ and it was decent! my parents were real impressed and appreciated having dinner made for them when they got home, didn’t totally finish the trout as i got bonesss 😫 but i went back for more and more squash and veg 😂 like all of it

made dealing with the oil n butter trust easier!
#ed #edrecovery #ednos #prorecovery #ana #anarecovery #anorexiarecovery #anorexia #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #recovery #anorexic #health #healthy #healthyfood #healthylifestyle #prorecovery #edwarrior #edsoldier #edfamily #gains #bulimia #bulimiarecovery #fishing #healthyeating #nourishtoflourish #bbq #sushi . #recovery #recoveryisworthit #fish #seafood


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Deception. Judgement. Profiling.
Too many people are extremely intolerant and quick to decide my demons. Really?! I control my body. My body does not control me. It's called body awareness and using my intelligent will to decide what I need.

I am tired of being wary of my rib cage and hip bones! Sorry folks, humans have bones. Fact. Even with the choice of photo, I erred on the soft shadow effect or risk an eating disorder intervention.

FYI. Lighting is everything. I can show ribs but I can also show muscle.
Can you?

#anorexic or #fit #tiredofthebullshit #fitnessmotivation #gymgirl #shieldmaiden #girlpower #gymmotivation #lightingiseverything #realitycheck #loveyourbones #skinnyshaming


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I’ve finally been doing better with binging but still not good enough. It still happens about once a day most days. I haven’t been sleeping well and want to ask my psychiatrist tomorrow for sleep medicine but there’s not many options that I haven’t tried. I also want him to increase my anxiety medicine because my anxiety has been horrible still. I had an anxiety attack at work today, on my second day of work, and it was horrible. I also see my dietician tomorrow and my headache neurologist (I have 2 different neurologists for two different problems). I’m glad I can talk to my dietician before I go camping next week but I hate that she has to see my weight as high as it is. I haven’t weighed this much in probably 12+ months. I’m so ashamed of myself. #anorexia #bulimia #anorexic #bulimic #ana #mia #fat #binge #purge #restrict #weight #weightloss #eatingdisorder #ed #relapse #recovery #therapist #psychologist #dietician #psychiatrist #anxiety #depression #panicattack #depressed #alone #sad #worthless #mentalhealth


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I am actually so fucking disgusting, I managed to keep my calories under 200 for the whole day and I just binged. Someone come fucking kill me before I gain another pound.
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I find it extremely painful how my mom doesn’t accept me for being a lesbian 😔 she’s completely disgusted with me since I ever came out to her when I was 14 years old...I’m 20 now & she still hasn’t accepted it. More like...accepted me. I wish my mom would just love me for me and not for the person she wants me to be. 💔 I feel like the relationship between us will never be the same & she will forever hate and resent me. . ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
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#skinny #skinnygirl #thin #thins #thinsp #thinspo #thinspiration #ana #anorexia #anorexic #handspo #bonespo


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One of the worst breakouts I’ve had in years. And to make it better, it’s right before the conference I’m attending. Accept the pimples, fuck society 👌🏻 why don’t people post any photos when they have a single pimple? Everyone gets them, it’s normal. Don’t conform to society’s ways. Mental health matters, and you shouldn’t have to feel judged by society. 🏅 Post a picture of your natural self and tag me in it!!! 🏅Keep strong and healthy; believe in you all!!! ❤️❤️💫💫


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That’d be really low .... but hey then I’ll be happy !!! Happy just for myself !!! I finally wouldn’t be sick of myself ! #depressed #sucidal #ishoulddie #ineedtoletgo #fatty #anorexic #anorexicgirl #ugly #whyamiugly #goodbye


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dinner: leftovers from last night....it’s 8:30 and snack is usually 9😓act was hard lol..I have so much to do and I have to pack for vacation with Dad which I so am dreading -
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#ednos#binge#bingeeating#anorexic#anorexia#anxiety#food#fit#foodporn#fitness#fruit#apple#eggs#boiledeggs#breakfast#exams#finals#depressed#eatingdisorder#eatingdisorderrecovery#help#sad#burger#turkeyburger#avocado#watermelon#scrambledeggs#penne#pasta#italianu#watermelon


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Dinner is a wrap with turkey, avocado, cheese, spinach and cucumbers and salsa on the side
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Sry I have not been active. I was on a trip to Colorado and I just came back. I am going to start back up with my post. It was hard post and take pictures while traveling. Not gonna lie, the trip was really hard for me #anorexia #anorexic #anorexiarecovery #edfighter #edrecovery #warriors #recovery #anorexiarecovery #anorexia #anorexic #dinner #neda #challenge #balanced #yummyfood #healthyfood #healthy #real #organic


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this is my last post under this theme. i’ve stuck with it for 5+ years. good run. i’m doing ana mainly now with the white text posts { #anorexia #ana #anorexic #bulimia #bulimic #cuts #depressed #depression #fat #lonely #mia #sad #suicide #suicidal #ugly #worthless }


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Honestly, at this point I’ve lost track of how many times I’ve attempted suicide. Thats not the point of this post though, I’m sick of attempting to end my life and then afterwards realizing I’m still alive and feeling numb for days and feeling like a failure, and I’m also sick of also the complete and utter overwhelming feeling of guilt for even attempting... truth be told, I don’t even want to die... I just want my depression to go away, as well as the constant anxiety I’ve got and my eating disorders. I want to be happy, and confident in both myself and everything going on around me... but I guess the reason I’ve attempted so many times is because I get scared nothing will get better and I’ll have to live the rest of my life feeling this way..... I don’t want to attempt suicide again... I want to work on getting better more than anything.. #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorderrelapse #relapse #eatingdisorder #anorexia #anorexic #bulimic #bulimia #depressed #depression #mentalillness #sad #selfharm #selfharmer #tired #done


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what makes you feel alive?


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If this is reality
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#anorexic #bulimic #depression #sad #thin #starve


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|| there's NOTHING wrong with your body, but there is a lot wrong with the messages which try to CONVINCE you otherwise.
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In my life i was bullied cause of my fat body. I have various ills (like nose problems, heavy breathing and panic attacks) and a slow metabolism, which means that lose weight is pretty difficult. I'm also a lazy af so that's kinda impossible. Well, i saw so many body acceptance posts on instagram, where people (in the comments) started yelling because "fat people are disgusting and obese and unhealty lolololoxdxdxs1111!!!1!". Yea, obesity is an ill, and surely that's unhealthy BUT PEOPLE DON'T UNDERSTAND THAT FAT DOESN'T NECESSARILY MEAN OBESE. People can be healthy fat LIKE THEY CAN BE UNHEALTHY THIN. These people that probably have sand in their heads piss me off! Life lesson: Thin body doesn't mean healthy! For example, this is my sister. She's underweight or """thin""" (for these people) and she has so many problems! I'm fat (not obese) and i don't have problems! Anyway i won't accept hate comments, okay? Peace 🌌
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✨ Words on @lisxhz: Slut, flat, die, cancer, loser, anorexic, bulimic, awful.
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Dm me to have your recovery story featured! Whether a small recovery or big recovery, its important to pat ourselves on the back and give others motivation that they can do it to.


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Forgive those purposely hurt you, just never forget their names 😉
#happythursday
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Solo respira y piensa .... la comida te hace daño o tu te haces daño? .
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#anaymia #ana #mia #princesa #queen #anorexic #bulimic


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I'd kill for legs this small😭😭😭


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This lasted me all day... I couldn’t eat because I was stressing so much... but trying to do excessive wasn’t good because it made me faint then I had a panick attack which seemed to last forever and made me faint two more time... 😔 hopefully tomorrow will be better (I feel like utter shit) #fat #skinny #chubby #gross #wannabeskinny #thin #overweight #anorexicgirl #anorexic #anorexia


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A big ol (sloppy 😐) but delicious poutine for dinner tonight ✔️
I usually try to avoid greasy foods as they don't agree with my stomach but this was super spontaneous with my family after visiting my grandpa and I didn't want to say no! (Plus who can say no to poutine...not this chick 🙅🏼)! Our eating disorders run on schedules and planning but you know what? Life doesn't! Life is spontaneous and random! Ngl I was literally a nervous wreck the whole drive to the chip-stand but I'm accepting the fact that not every meal and every event has to be planned. It's okay to come out of your comfort zone with food. It's okay to change. Just keep reminding yourself it's going to be okay. Because it is. ✨

#anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anarecovery #anorexicrecovery #anorexic #anorexianervosa #anorexianervosarecovery #edrecovery #eatittobeatit #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderfamily #eatingdisorderrecovery #recovery #recoverywin #recoverywarrior #recoveryisworthit #recoveryispossible #healthynothungry #healthynotskinny #strongnotskinny #foodisfuel #foodismedicine #mentalhealth #mentalillness


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Things got worse. I don't even have the energy to explain anything, it just got worse.


#selfharm #bulimia #anorexic #anorexia #die #death #ugly #worthless #lonely #alone #cutting #depressed #depression #sad #sadgirl #suicidal #suicide #whyme #sadness #bulimic #scars #starve #starving #emotional


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Today was busy but I managed to eat only a little. Trying not to binge tonight. Probably will have a biscuit. ~
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.5 Éclair - 45 calories .25 Pineapple Fried Rice - 30 calories
Water - 0 calories
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#anerexia #anorexic #ana #restrict #thin #notproana #fooddiary #lowcalorie


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A strawberry and coconut mug cake for breakfast, with white chocolate chips and Craisins. My ED is beating me up for it as per usual, but I know that if I don’t keep pushing through the guilt, it won’t become easier. As I always say: if it feels wrong then it’s probably right. So I have to keep going. Hope everyone is doing well today. Keep going even though it hurts and is so so hard.


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Not me (obviously lol) shes my ultimate celebrity thinspo, my idol, my fucking goddess and saviour of all, behold Ari the cute lil sweetie. Seriously tho I LOVE HER MORE THAN LIFE



#anorexia #anorexic #anamia #anathinspo #thinspo #starvingmyself #starvingforperfection #notproana #inpain #depression #lonelygirl #lonely #ribspo #starvemyself #fuckedup


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might turn this into an ana account... how would you guys feel about that. ana thinspo is what i’ve been looking at and following lately. i can still do quotes too if you guys want but.. idk { #anorexia #ana #anorexic #anathinspo #bulimia #bulimic #cuts #depressed #depression #fat #lonely #mia #sad #suicide #suicidal #ugly #worthless }


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using random ingredients at the cabin to make a #veganbreakfast is so fun and rewarding !! and potato hash with veggies make for a great dinner too✌🏼i plan my life around #leftovers


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i love ice cream. i REALLY do. that's why i'm thankful for frozen fruit to make NICE CREAM🍧🍓👅!! using a high speed blender or food processor whip up some frozen bananas with cocoa powder and top with peanut butter OR maybe blend up mixed frozen berries like i did here and top with homemade granola (previous post)!! get creative with it🤙🏼and have a guilt free ice cream dessert💛
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(i used almond milk to help it blend smoothly & agave nectar for extra sweetness)


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Simple dinner of steamed broccoli, red kidney beans, and black beans AND of course Sriracha, garlic and pepper because that's what i've been adding to everything lately. It adds great flavour without a ton of added sugar, calories or fat like some other sauces. #simpleveganfood

Care to share some of your favourite QUICK TASTY and NUTRITIOUS vegan meals ideas?👇🏼


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•1 slice of bread, toasted
•1/4 cup mix of black and kidney beans, smashed with chilli powder and sriracha mixed in - spread on toast
•top with more sriracha, garlic, and pepper
122 calories🍞


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fruit is the best thing you could choose to "break the fast" 😉. it is easy to digest and the fibres stimulate digestive juices that will clean anything left in the colon from the day before.

choosing fruits that are water dense (like melons!) will help flush out excess sodium and reduce bloating.

instead of depending on coffee to wake you up in the morning, make a fruit smoothie your drink of choice. the brain runs on glucose after all, and the natural sugars will keep you sharp and focused throughout the day instead of the quick fading kick of coffee.

featuring: half a cantaloupe and my dying daisies🌼


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CHOCOLATE BANANA OATMEAL

simmer 1 mashed banana, 1/3 cup rolled oats, 1/2 cup dairy free milk, and 1 tbsp cocoa powder in a pot on low heat until all milk is absorbed and oatmeal is THICC (15 ish minutes)

add any toppings! here i have mango, cacao nibs, hemp hearts, peanut butter, and blueberries


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