So an up and down post this one... Let's start off with the negative, still struggling a bit with body confidence at the moment. This is where I would have stopped had I not "medically needed" to lose weight, and it's making me feel not very comfortable in my own skin... Plus the show I was auditioning for I can't do as I'm going to a wedding during show week... Admittedly an awesome reason not to do a show, but a year and a half without musicals is upsetting me a bit. I may have to look into another theatre company, which is daunting in itself... New people and all that... Anyway, that's enough of that. In the main, I'm doing well! On the positive side, I've finally hit the three stone mark! Yay me! If I have to lose this I might as well be proud of myself when I do so.
I'm also not missing alcohol at all... occasionally missing those long sunny days in the pub beer garden with the wife, but we're doing other stuff instead. On that note, the granny chic dressing room is coming along nicely, she's created a couple of jewellery storage bits for her wall, which I think are awesome... And all in all, I'm doing OK. Considering everything going on, diabetes, stuff at work (more on that in a month or so), money worries, trying to decorate, I'm only having flashes of anxiety, and the ocd is pretty much keeping itself at bay... Well, other than the stuff that isn't bothering/hurting me that I've done for years (I feel sorry for the front door handle). I was told if it's not bothering me, don't beat myself up about it. And I'm sticking to that!
Oh, and return of Fantasy Football... Awesome 😊
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