Yoga flow fueled by coffee and cats ☕️. Sometimes i flow fluid others scattered, this flow was playful yoga dance, the music ranged from soul, rap, rock, indie with the occasional dance party. I’ve noticed the “looking good conversation” coursing my life through my interactions and reactions, like not wanting to offend anyone or receive judgement on how scattered my life is, how will it look to the public and effect “my reputation” as a light warrior... the more i have practiced awareness to my judgments and not only withholding them from “cursing” others but changing the judgement into a neutral story like instead of saying “Tati has crusty toes” the new story could be “How cool that Tatis feet have supported her all her years of living.” The more i hone in on my output the more the reigns of how i care about how others view me and my journey loosens. I am learning to break chains of a society that pressures so much on a young adult, learning how to fully embrace my authenticity. Sometimes it’s perplexing for me because being a multidimensional being a lot of things are being picked up that are not necessarily me or mine to carry, so sifting through the frequencies that are not mine can be challenging. But as is anything with practice the sailing will become smoother. I do believe the experiences i encountered growing up have helped me build this “looking good” wall of conversations, boys making me feel like the ugly duckling, but once puberty hit i was acceptable, being bullied, friends and sisterhood eating off masculine plates i have, friends and lovers betraying me, family “abandoning” me. Acceptance... a place to fit in, so many places i have been, so many people i have been but the place i fit the best is here in my heart, in my meat suit. Here is home, i can be as naked as ever here, as silly or ridiculous as can be. It’s dark, it’s twisted, full of glitter, innocent giggles and shady kitty humor. As a “sensitive” i am learning to strengthen my barrier of what is allowed in, the more i do the work the more skin is peeled back, the more transformation takes place, the stronger the fire in my soul burns. Peeling back the layers, back to one.