Inspiration(truly): @nikkietutorials 'Red' makeup therapy video.
A month ago I lost the most important person in my life to stomach cancer. She was my everything: a mother, a granny, the best friend I have ever had and I could even imagine, the person I could always go to if I needed to talk and to feel loved again. She's fought for 1.5 hard years and gave it her all, but sadly sometimes it is not enough and even more sad that I couldn't do much to prevent it.
Feels like my heart was crushed into a million little pieces that won't really come together into a whole thing anymore.
But it gives me strength watching you, Nikkie, being so strong and fierce. Even if it is just the character.
I hope it would get better for you. And me.
Thanks for everything, thanks for being an inspiration. #REDforMikai
Saint Petersburg, Russia