“Behind every great kid is a Mom who’s pretty sure she’s screwing it all up.” - 💓 -
Two weeks from today, both my big babies will be having surgery. My heart is heavy. While I know they both need it, it isn’t an easy thing to come to “acceptance” with. What’s even harder is knowing both these beautiful faces are going in for the same surgery. One of them is going to have the surgery, go to recovery and be discharged same day. My other sweet baby is going to have the surgery, go to recovery and than be moved to a room in the hospital for at least one night. Both my babies want me to be with them, and yet I’m stuck deciding which one will need me more (and what situation i know Kevin will be uncomfortable handling). As Logan said “I want Mama Bear”, Melanie said “I need mom”, and Kevin looked at me with the fear of hospitals raging out. So, we’ve decided that Logan will go home with Kevin that day- straight home to snuggle up in our bed, sleep and recover there. Meanwhile, Mel and I will be checked in to the hospital and settling into a room for a very uncomfortable (and hopefully only one) night in a scary place to recover. And than once released- she’s going home with 14 days of factor to make sure she doesn’t bleed out during a random moment.
Blood diseases change the result of so many thing. It makes what should be a simple adenoid/tonsillectomy for my girl, into a different hurdle to overcome first.
Keep my sweet babies in your thoughts and prayers if you would 💓 Both need a speedy and hopefully non-event filled recovery.
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