I dont do many personal posts, but i really wanted to get something off my chest
Having just only competed in my first competition some conversation came up amongst a few people and myself, mainly me sharing the harsh reality of training to them, the aches, the pains, the niggling injuries and the feeling of steel crushing you, they asked, "why would you do this to yourself?"
The truthful answer to that question is, i HAVE to, i find pleasure in pain, it may sound sad but in my life the only time anything makes any sense or i am happy is the 90 minutes 5-6 days a week i am in the gym training, "oh but your so successful! You have achieved so much in life and your only 23" they say... i wish! I truly wish i could find any other way to feel any sort of accomplishment or happiness other than constantly seeking to add more and more weight to a bar.. and when i do hit that euphoria of hitting a pr... it lasts about 5 seconds then i want more...ive been like this since i was 15 and first started training..
Theres alot of pain and anger in me, not about anyone, only myself, that im unabled to feel fullfillment outside of this crazy shit, i probably looked pissed off and serious when im training too, but im not going to rip your head off, i have the time of day for anyone and love talking to and helping people however i can, so i just wanted to say, if you ever see me looking like the way i do in this picture... dont worry... im actually haveing an AWESOME fucking time... 😎
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