Last night I found Bonnie dead body, our kitten, who had disappeared for 2 days (You can imagine how bad the condition of his body after 2 days). At first Dad n my brother smelled something rotten and finally they found Bonnie inside the bougenvillea pot.
Dad yelled for me, but I was praying and honestly I feel grateful because I dont feel like i want to see it. But mom forced dad to not throw it away until I see it for the last time (I hate mom, but I know she wants the best for me). So I went to see my dad, n he said 'come here, I need some help'. I hold a flashlight while dad picked Bonnie with a shovel. I asked, 'can we just bury him please?' but dad says it was impossible because his body was rotting and filled with maggots. In the end I saw Dad washed away Bonnie in the river behind our house, and I feel badly hurt.
Bonnie is one of the cats I really love, but I cann't even make a good funeral for him. I don't even know the reason he died. I know his condition is not good enough, but the night before he disappear, he still ate very greedy.
Well, after all i can't expect much. I hope he forgives my carelessness... #bonnie #RIP #kitten #cat #cats #neko #nyanko #love #sad #dead #cry #cute #kawaii #cutecat #kawaiineko #comel #lucu #kucingcomel #kucinglucu #kucing #palembang #catstagram #catofinstagram #pet