ғᴏʀ ᴄʜᴇsᴛᴇʀ ʙᴇɴɴɪɴɢᴛᴏɴ
hey there angel, it’s been a whole year since you’ve passed.
i still can’t believe we lost you. that i lost you. it still hurts you know, it hurts to know that I’ll never be able to see your smile ever again, to never hear your new music ever again. When I was two years old, you were the first person I’ve ever sang along with, of course I didn’t actually sing, but my mom told me that whenever Linkin Park came on, I would start humming along with you, you were the first voiced I’ve ever loved. Linkin park has helped me through so so many stuff that has went on in my life. Your voice saved me more than I can count and I thank you, for saving me. I cried non stop when I found out that you had passed. The two months after you had passed I listened to LP non stop. I never thought that, someone who saved so many needed to be saved himself l, and it was too late for you to be saved. I still think about how I was so close to be able to see you live. But the day I was gonna get tickets, I got the news that you passed and I couldn’t believe it, I really couldn’t. I wish you were still here, I’m going through so much right now and all I can listen to is your music and it hurts, it hurts to listen to your music because you’re no longer here. We’ve lost such an incredible angel. I’ve done much stuff to myself and I hate myself so so much for it. I’ve done stuff I promised to stop doing a year ago and I started to do it again, I feel like I disappointed you. And I’m so so sorry if I did.
I hope you and Chris are up here having fun, I hope you’re smiling your beautiful smile. I hope you’re singing along with Chris to Hallelujah. I love you and I miss you so so much. I’ll see you someday my angel
“ᴛʜᴇ ᴋɪɴɢ ɪs ɢᴏɴᴇ ʙᴜᴛ ɴᴏᴛ ғᴏʀɢᴏᴛᴛᴇɴ”