Today was really nice. I wanted to die pretty bad these past few days and i felt like shit. I was really considering doing stupid things. I used to look forward to the concert and i didnt really want to go bc i knew my ex would be there. I didnt have a reason to live. I still decided to go tho and i was actually happy. I havent felt this happy in forever. Suddenly i got super hyped and really wanted to go. It was great. It was one of the best evenings in my life. I wanna thank @bringmethehorizon for doing all these amazing things. You helped shaping me into who i am, you are a big part of my teen years. You saved my life, not only today with this incredible concert but i listened to your music a lot when i was really suicidal. I thought about killing myself every day and every time your songs helped me through it. They helped me to stay strong. A few hours ago i didnt have a reason to live anymore. But now i do. Its a little thing but this is something i can and will hold onto. A reason not to kill myself. I want to keep living to see @olobersykes smile live again. It made me so happy and glad i could see this person who helped me through so much being happy. Im tearing up writing this bc it just makes me so happy. I used to think that all of you were like angels and unreachable when i was younger. But today i saw that you are actual humans just like all of us and this means a lot to me. You have hard and good times like everyone does and that makes you so much more real and reachable to me. You did so much for me without even knowing and i know the chances are low that you even read this but i wish i could thank all of you personally. Maybe ill even get the chance someday. Thank you for existing, for your songs and for playing live in munich today. Thank you for everything.
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