So... Today, 28/11/2017 it marks two years since I lost my dad.
Time flies, doesn't it?
A lot of months have passed since I last wrote something very personal on here.
I recall the times in which I felt this account was the only source of safety for me.
Bowiedays was the only way I had to express myself without having to add a thousand limits.
So many people here spent their precious time just to read my words... Didn't matter if they were painful or full of other emotions.
You guys payed so much attention to me and stayed by my side for so long (even though I hadn't done anything to deserve such care), but I don't know how many of you can remember about those times.
I just can't forget how helpful it was to know that there was always someone out there in this wide world ready to support me even if they didn't even know how my face looked like.
Your kind words, your support... I just can't pretend I didn't receive them.
I was and am so thankful for everything.
When I created this beautiful place I was completely left alone with myself, but I remember telling you all about my story, post after post.
You were there, listening.
Also, thank you if you're reading this right now.
When I first came here it was almost two months since my dad had passed: I was just 18.
Now it marks two years and I don't know how to feel about that (I'll skip this part then).
When David Jones left this world, a peculiar period started in my life: I could figure out about a lot of things and all the feelings I couldn't pull out, all the tears I had to cry, got unlocked... and that's surely been the toughest thing that could ever happen to me, and I unluckily know that many of you went through similar situations.
I'm with you.
For months we've all been shocked, saddened and everyone of us was desperately trying to deny what had really happened.
To this day, I can't do anything but be grateful for what David taught and brought me in these -almost- 7 years.
I'm also glad I've had my dad for 18 years.
Returning to David.
He gave me strength when I needed soul revival, when I had nothing coming (...), he never let me down.
I know he did the same for you, so.. God bless him.