Life is cruel. Life is the reason I forget about self care. Life is the reason why I have become bitter and a jerk to those who don't deserve it. Life has left me scarred and filled with PTSD. I am annoyed, confused, and frustrated sexually, emotionally, and mentally. I have deflected my pain and frustration onto those who don't deserve it. Those who don't deserve me...at least right now. My irritability with my situation has caused me to be a jerk and an asshole to those who don't deserve it. I have become petty, asexual (not in a bad way), and a bitter man with too many insecurities. I just can't give a fuck about these insecurities anymore. I gotta rise up, Karma is a bitch, but ooh boy will it try and stop me. Come at me, bitch (karma).