Creeping up on the 120 day mark of sobriety!! FROM TODAY on everyday that I don't pick-up marks the longest stretch of 100% sobriety I've had since I was a teenager. I feel great, I sleep like a KING, my mornings are productive, I am full of energy, I am happy and positive ALWAYS!! I'm not scared to stick up for myself, I don't walk around carrying a burden of regret!! I LOVE IT. I LVE L!FE.
I still have rough days, struggles, problems with acceptance and self worth. The difference is that now I am clear minded enough to fight back!! FUCK those NEGATIVE THOUGHTS! Being in Recovery is nothing to be ashamed of. I'm PROUD. It takes a STRONG individual to be honest with theirselves and fix their shit! Not drinking in today's world takes God Like discipline. We are God's, Kings, Queens, ALL OF US!! Know your self worth! YOU OWE YOU THAT MUCH! Have a great weekend!!