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*we understand that it can be very difficult to have an increased plan after restricting for so long js*


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Does anyone else go grocery shopping and buy new things to try and then when it comes to it you get nervous thinking why did I choose this😩I got vegetable samosas and the new soy diary free cornetto ice creams to try! I’ve never had either of them before and I want to try new things and face my fears😖I want try and to challenge myself to have them for dinner and dessert today?😬So hopefully I will challenge myself and I’ll update you all later😅Also thank you SO much for the lovely comments and follows! Your support means so much!❤️


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People say I'm boring just because I'm almost 22 and don't drink while they started at 14 or something and are now 16. Well sorry but you aren't cool just because you drink. Alcohol is something I despise from the bottom of my heart and it's nothing you should be proud of.
#depression #suicidal #suicide #tired #unhappy #selfharmmm #fakesmiles #sad #selfhate #eatingdisorder


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Just finished being on set and OMG my legs look huge I am huge! (Im the one with the only face 😂) -
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#かわいい #ブロンド #アニメ #モデル #kawaii #cute #doll #animegirl #model #grunge #grungegirl #ulzzang #selca #tumblrgirl #tumblr #ana #eatingdisorder #ED #bulimia #thinspo #selfharn #depression #skinnygirl #meanspo #l4l #f4f


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Vous allez croire que toute ma vie je suis dans le rush 😂 ce qui n’est pas faux pour cette semaine! Ce midi encore le lunch dans le Tupperware. Étant donné que j’ai encore mal au ventre, j’opte encore pour la légèreté. 🌈salade remplie d’épices 🌈2 tomates
🌈10 cornichons 🌈 sandwich avec 2 tranches de pain complet avec du Philadelphia et une tranche de blanc de poulet
Pas très original pour ce midi!
Quoi de prévu en ce dimanche?
#anorexie #anorexiementale #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anafight #tca #troubleducomportementalimentaire #eatingdisorder #edfamilyrecovery #edfighter #keepfighting


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~•How did I ever give someone The power to fuck me up so bad•~ #depression #anorexia #bodycheck #sad #quotes #love #suicide #cutters #eatingdisorder


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How funny this just popped up on my Facebook when we all went a whole year ago to Creams!! I had the cookie dough🙊😍 Wonder what I’ll chose today!!!
What does everyone prefer??


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о б е д о у ж и н :
- салат «сельдь под шубой»
- хлеб
- дохера литров воды после этого (и на утро был неебический отек)


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[not my photo] It's so hot today, but I powered through and burned off 1000 kcals on the bike. .
#triggerwarning #ed #eatingdisorder #anorexia #bulimia #thin #thinspo #thinsperation #thinspiraton #anathinspo #skinny #skinnygirls #depression #suicide


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Dunque... dire che sto bene è, a dire poco, un'esagerazione ma la serata di ieri mi ha aiutato a farmi due risate. Sono uscita con un gruppo a me del tutto ignoto, tranne che per una ragazza. Dopo un inizio serata deludente, siamo andati a bere qualcosa e finalmente sono riuscita ad aprirmi un po' e chiacchierare! Tra quattro salti in pista, risate a non finire ed un panino mangiato dal porcaro in mezzo alla strada, sono tornata a casa questa mattina alle 5 con la voglia di ripartire. Vi abbraccio 🌷 ps questo piatto sembra una schifezza ma è buonissimo, giuro! 😘 .
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#eatingdisorder #anorexia #obesity #bingeeating #bulimia #againstobesity #weightlosstransformation #weightlossjourney #weightloss #perderepeso #diet #fitness #food #foodporn #foodpics #lovefood #foodphotography #instafood #rice #italianfood #lunch #bodycheck #edsoldiers #bodypositive #loveyourself #loveyourbody #nevergiveup


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Sunday Brunchin’ 🍩


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#breakfast was raisin toast, two cheese sticks, special k granola bar, walnuts, and strawberry juice 🍓
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i have to clean my house today and watch my 8 year old sister and make her clean which will be a struggle ughhhhh i’m like cinderella
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#anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anorexic
#anorexianervosa #anorexianervosarecovery #anorexicgirl #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #edfamily #edfam #ana #bulimia #depression #anxiety #recovery #enough #food #edrecovery #edcommunity


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Really need to get my shit together. I can’t continue to live this non life. I just want this anorexia to kill me but they won’t let it. They won’t give up on me for once, the time when I’ve given up on myself. They are forcing me to live through hell 24/7. I can’t do this anymore 😪😪😪 #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anorexic #anorexianervosa #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #edrelapse #edrecovery #edfighter #edsoldier #adultswitheds #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #mentalillness #bipolar #mania #depression #low #sad #alone #anorexiasucks #fuckana #fuckanorexia #letmegonow


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My sister can be very weird and funny sometimes haha.
I felt really depressed, my sister came in to my room. And hugged me, tried to cheer me up (she/no one irl knows how I truly feel, but you could see that I wasn't happy at all), and just talked bullshit with me lol. It actually made me laugh a bit, I really needed those hugs.. But she only came in to my room bc dad asked her to..
(Sorry if my English is bad)
#sad #broken #depressed #socialanxiety #anxiety #eatingdisorder #hatemyself #hatelife #killme #suicide #lost #lonely


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Massive burger on my 20th b-day yesterday in the Notting Hill market!! I had the one on the left corner and and my siblings had the other two 🙈 I WAS SO SCARED OF THIS BUT FOOD IS SO MUCH MORE THAN NUMBERS AND IM SO GLAD I WAS ABLE TO ENJOY MY ANNIVERSARY WITH MY LOVED ONES ❤️ life seriously is worth living!!!


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Body check from just now^ ugh, yesterday was utterly awful, ate about 1,000 cals bc my grandma was visiting and made me eat. So I'm fasting all of today. ALSO: please don't comment any meanspo on my posts. I will delete them. I don't see the point in kicking someone whos already down.
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#ana #anorexique #anorexic #anorexia #bulimia #bulimic #binge #mia #bonespo #calories #countingcalories #fasting #eatingdisorder #edstruggles #ed #bodycheck #thinsperation #thinspiraton #thinspo #thighgap #thin #starve


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Breakkie is some Cheerios again😋
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PTW I usually weigh myself every morning and today I lost.... it was probably because of that snack I skipped yesterday. Ana is so happy right now and Amber has no opinion 😶 Well I guess all I can do is wait for my weight in on Tuesday.
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#ana #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #edrecovery #ed #breakfast #breakkie #anorexia #cheerios #foodisfuel #anorexiarecovery


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i think i’m in an okay moooodddd, so i think the apple cider vinegar is working! i’ve dropped by about 2kgs/4lbs in the past week n a bit! suuuper glad but hey text me if you want the instructions on how to make it n’ what you put in it:)


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Someone please tattoo this quote across my forehead over and over until I accept it as my own truth!?
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I love this quote so much because feeling like a burden was one of my biggest barriers to accessing treatment. I felt as though nobody wanted to listen to my problems, so I dismissed my pain as not important enough; but it was, and so is your pain. You are not a burden. You have a burden 🌹


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Happy Sunday you lil angels ⭐️ lunching today in the lib 😋 haven’t been posting as much because I don’t really know what to update you on - the last few days have been a massive mess eating and purging wise 🙄 I feel bad being so repetitive and negative on here so much prefer to post when things are much more positive! Hopefully my structure improves V soon - so frustrating how I let myself get in these ruts 🤦🏽‍♀️ #mentalhealth #eatingdisorder #bulimia #recovery #positivevibes


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T-shirt as bright as my mood ☀️🌙✨ I went shopping again!! Impulsive decision and my bank account is crying but oh well 😅 I’m reallyyy happy sooo I’m going to make the most of it and get loads of revision done!! 🐝
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#mentalhealth #borderlinepersonalitydisorder #bpd #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #bulimia #bulimiarecovery #recovery #happy #positivity #sunnydays #ootd


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Hey my lovely #edfamily 💖. Here you can see my #lunch which was a banana ice-cream again. 🙈
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I am struggling right now with my urge to move. I have always been an active person but while I developed my eating disorder, it kind of got out of control. I am currently scared to reduce my steps because I am already gaining a lot on 3000 while also burning a lot... I am scared I will gain even more. And also I don't know what to do all day long instead of moving... But I know I won't be able to keep up this amount of movement for the rest of my life and I don't even want to! So WHAT SHOULD I DO? I am so scared right now, crying and trying to distract myself. I am thinking about taking it as an "experiment". Moving way, way less and still eating 3000... I mean, what is the worst thing that can happen? Well, I could gain a ton, but isn't it worth a try? Well, at least this is what my healthy part is trying to tell me, but obviously the disease is screaming as hell.
Should I reveal my amount of steps and calories burnt with an TW so you can understand my struggle? .
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#recovery #ed #eatingdisorderrecovery #eatingdisorder #food #recoveryispossible #edrecovery #edfam #edfighter #edwarrior #anarecovery #anorexiarecovery #foodporn #health #recoveryisworthit #edfam #fooddiary #fitfam #fitfood #minniemaud #realrecovery #vegetarian #banana #veganicecream #bananaicecream #chocolate #nicecream #fearfood


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Celebrating one of my favourite gal pals birthdays 🌻 I am super grateful to be surrounded by women with great relationships to food. When we catch up you'll always find biscuits, dips, cheeses, wine and sweets, and there's no hint of diet chat. Spend time with people who make you feel good about enjoying food 🍰


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Another HUGE recovery win! I had a Cinnamon Bun with my lunch today! 💛 It was sooo good 🤤


Hope you are having a good day 💛 • •
#recoverywin #fearfood #eatingdisorder #recovery #beatana #ana #win #lunch #cinnamonbun


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Hello tiny humans. It’s been such a wonderful weekend. On Friday me and my friend went to the zoo, it was really cool especially as the last time I was at the zoo was about 12 years ago. On Friday evening and Saturday we partied until sunrise, it was a 2 day party with amazing decorations, several stages and really wonderful people. Im really happy we got to party together @luna_ticc_ and @timpppahu Really happy with how the weekend has gone and looking forward to going to England and seeing my mam soon. What did you guys do this weekend? #fat #depressed #depressing #depression #suicide #suicidal #secretsociety #cry #hippy #hippie #lonely #happy #eat #eatingdisorder #ana #mia #ed #psytrance binge #bingeeating #anorexia #bulimia #party


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🌟 my binge eating disorder has controlled my entire life, and I’m ready to take back control. I don’t fit in ANY of my clothes. I have stretch marks all over my legs, tummy, bust, and underarms. I can’t stand looking at myself. I’m a wife. I’m a new mom. I have an eating disorder. My eating disorder can’t keep defining me. I can’t keep living like this. Im 5’2 and I’m 204 lbs. it’s hard to move, I’m lazy. I honestly hide behind XL shirts and leggings because I have no jeans that fit me. I look at a slob at my work where I’m supposed to look professional because my button downs don’t fit, and I can’t justify spending money on clothes that are 2XL+. My only ONE pair of work pants that I wear every day only fit because they have a stretchy waist - and they’re way too short because I pull them up way too high to hide my tummy. I’m a mess. I’m my own biggest enemy. I’m looking for support because I can’t do this on my own. #eat #eating #weight #weightloss #weightlossjourney #weightlosstransformation #eatingdisorder #binge #binger #bed #skinny #shrinking #thin #tiny


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After taking 8 months to recover from my ED and nervous breakdown, I’m starting a new job tomorrow. I’m very lucky, it’s quite prestigious. But literally all I can think about is looking fat at work. About how none of my clothes fit. Yes, I can buy new clothes, but that’s completely missing the point here. I know every day I will sit at my desk and stare at my thighs in horror. This is why I’m letting a relapse creep in-I know it isn’t a great idea but I can no longer handle my body or the 30 lb weight recovery gain.


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🍧 SORBET FRAMBOISE LITCHI ❤️ La glace... Un énorme #fearfood et un énorme #recoverywin pour moi aujourd’hui ! Je suis tellement fière de moi ! 😱 J’avais envie de glace 🍦 depuis tellement longtemps et surtout là ce week end avec ces petits air d’été j’en rêvais tellement... Toute ma famille en avait pris mais je n’osais pas depuis le début du week end, habituellement je ne prends JAMAIS de dessert et ça me faisait super peur de manger un truc sucré après le repas... 😨 Mais voilà, dernier jour de vacances et dernier jour de beau temps ☀️ aujourd’hui alors j’ai décidé de sortir de ma zone de confort. Fuck ana, fuck la maladie et fuck la petite voix... J’ai envie d’une glace, j’en prends une !
Alors OUI j’ai regardé les calories, oui c’est du sorbet et pas de la crème glacée (prochaine étape qui sait 💪🏼), oui j’ai comparé les différents parfums et pas pris celui qui me faisait le plus envie car trop calorique... 😔
Mais c’est quand même une énorme victoire pour moi. Que j’ai savouré, et sans culpabilité svp !
➖➖➖ Hier j’ai passé je pense la pire journée depuis le début de ma recovery. Pesée après une semaine d’efforts continus : +700g. C’est la toute première fois que je reprends vraiment du poids... Je pensais que c’était ce que je voulais, que j’étais prête à l’accepter mais devant ma balance ça a été le choc, je me suis effondrée. +700g en 7 jours seulement ? C’était trop, trop vite, alors que je m’interdis tant de choses et que je recommence a peine à manger plus de 1000 kcal par jour... j’ai paniqué totalement. Qu’est ce que ce sera si j’ose remanger du fromage, du pain, du beurre, du chocolat, toutes ces choses que je suis toujours incapable de manger ?! J’ai paniqué, je me suis dit que je ne pourrai jamais remanger normalement sans grossir indéfiniment... Mais ma mère m’a rassuré. Il paraît que la prise de poids, ce n’est pas linéaire. Que mon corps réagit comme ça car il a été privé trop longtemps, mais qu’il va se re habituer. Qu’en pensez vous ? J’ai passé ma journée à pleurer, j’arrivais pas à accepter ces 700g. Mais aujourd’hui, j’ouvre les yeux. J’en ai besoin. Pour vivre. Alors je dois continuer à me battre. Combattre mes peurs et être forte.


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Buenas tardes gentecilla!
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Ya tenéis disponible la vídeo- receta para @masmusculocom del rico🍘🍘🍘🍘
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F̲̅A̲̅A̲̅L̲̅A̲̅F̲̅E̲̅L̲̅ C̲̅O̲̅N̲̅ S̲̅A̲̅L̲̅S̲̅A̲̅ D̲̅E̲̅ M̲̅O̲̅S̲̅T̲̅A̲̅Z̲̅A̲̅ D̲̅U̲̅L̲̅C̲̅E̲̅
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Dejo enlace en la bio⬆️ y como siempre😉 si se animan etiquétenme y usen el hashtag #fitinhealthyrecipes .
Desnse un vuelta por el canal de @youtube de @masmusculocom que hay millones de víedeos súper interesantes sobre salud, nutrición, seminarios...😍
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Que pasen feliz tarde! Esta tarde contaré algunas cosillas😉😍😍😍
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🔆 #αlwαчsвєчσursєlf 🏹
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#videorecipe #recipe #falafel #fitstagram #fitcooking #fitblogger #eatlover #edwarrior #edrecovery #eatingdisorder #edfighter #prorecovery #recovery #anorexiarecovery #edfamily #loveyourself #strong #strongnotskinny #bodypositive #healthymind #yourselfirst #selfsteem #healthygirl #healthyeating #comiendosano #bodybuilding


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PRANZO
Foto brutte e scomposte di pranzo domenicale.
》110g di petto di tacchino
》un cucchiaino di olio
》30g di pane integrale e una pizzetta bianca piccola
》crudités di pomodori, carote, insalata belga e finocchi 😂
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E poi c'è qualcos'altro che però merita un post a parte!
Stamattina ho passato tutta la mattina a fare la spesa per domani e oggi pomeriggio e domani cucineremo a ritmi industriali.
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Buona domenica!
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#diarioalimentare #eatingdiary #eatingdisorder #dca #disturbialimentari #emotionaleating #dieta #diet #binge #bingeeating #bingeeatingdisorder #bed #bulimia #alimentazioneincontrollata #anoressiarestrittiva #food #fooddiary #foodblog #calorie #countingcalories #caloriecounting #pranzo #lunch


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Sorry I’m just really not feeling it right now. I’ve been in a bit of a rage and deleted my posts but I don’t think I’m going to be active much on this account anymore. Sorry😪
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#anorexia#anorexic#anorexiarecovery#anorexianervosa#bulimia#ed#edrecovery#eatingdisorder#eatingdisorderrecovery#lgbt#lgbtq#safeplace


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❌⛔️[TRIGGER WARNING]⛔️❌
This was lunch, a date and almond milk smoothie (93 kcals) and a wrap... well I ate a few bites but most I spat back out. The feel of it in my mouth just made me feel sick I couldn't swallow it. I'm 1lbs down thank god but I'm gonna fast the rest of the day, I'm staying at my boyfriends so it'll be too easy to get away with not eating (my parents cook me dinner every night unless I'm going out) woohooo 😇
#ana#anorexia#mia#bulimia#ednos#eatingdisorder#thinspoooo#size00#anatips#anatipsandtricks#anabuddy#anabuddywanted#skinny#skinnygirls#relapse#selfharmmm#cutting#scars#triggerwarning


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Breakfast before a long day of coaching #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #edrecovery #anorexia #anorexiarecovery


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Lunch in Thorpe park is a tesco meal deal!! A chicken & sweetcorn sandwich and popchips! Having such a great time! #lunch #popchips #thorpepark #recovery #ed #edrecovery #eatingdisorder #eatingdisorderrecovery #ana #anarecovery #anorexia #anorexiarecovery #anorexianervosa #anorexianerovsarecovery #foodisfuel #eatittobeatit #edwontwin


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This was my lunch...a biiig 'chicken' wrap with lettuce and cucumber. (Made using quorn chicken slices and lo dough)

This was super filling and great as I haven't had anything like this for a lunch in SOOO long. Simple pleasures right!? How has your mornings been? 🌸☀️🌸☀️ #lunchtime #lunching #lunch #simplelunch #foodie #lodough #quorn #veggie #vegetarian #alternatives #recovery #newmeal #mealtwo #recoveryed #edrecovery #eatingdisorder #disorderedeatingrecovery #disorderedeating #orthorexia #happy #healthy #challengefood #challengeyourself #staystrong #feelinggood


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Desayuno 😍
Mi mamá me compro el dulce BC de frutos rojos, lo amé 💜 una tostada la comi sólo con dulce y a la otra le puse también queso😍
Y también manzana con yogurt y canela, amo amo infinito 💜👌💜👌💜
Espero que tengan una hermosa mañana, yo tengo que seguir haciendo tarea 😅😁
Nos leemos 💜
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#anorexia #anorexianerviosa #anorexiarecovery #anorexic #edrecovery #edfighter #eatingrecovery #eatingdisorder #strongnotskinny #notcountingcalories #notdiet #nodieta #food #delish #delicious #eating #foodpic #foodpics #eat #hungry #like4like #follow #fooddiary #diariodecomidas #eating #foodpic #foodpics #eat #hungry #strongnotskinny #notcountingcalories #notdiet #nodieta #diariodecomidas #diaryfood


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I found the new pink ruby cocoa kit kats in Tesco yesterday😍💕It tastes amazing! Like I got more of an after taste from it like a berry flavour but they have the chocolate wafer inside like the normal kit kats! My little sister and I shared this kit kat but we got more bars so I definitely think I’ll have some more today😄I want to keep challenging myself and try new foods as I always eat repetitive safe meals! But from now on I’m gonna try new things👌❤️


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