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Last Thursday we had a party for our beautiful Mackenzie. In some ways it was a farewell party but it was also the 1st birthday she never got to have. It was as perfect as it could be. The event took place in a park close to our hearts. A place we spent hours playing and walking with Mackenzie. The picnic area was by a pond with beautiful weeping willows. We decorated the spot in pretty pastels, balloons, flowers, photos of Kenzie, cupcakes and unicorns.
So many people came to celebrate Kenzie's life. I can not thank everyone enough who made the day happen. Jonny and my marriage celebrant MCd the event and our wedding photographer took photos - both such wonderful humans and it seemed so fitting those roles were taken by them. Our closest friends and family helped plan, set up, took videos/drone footage, baked cakes, brought drinks and decorated. Every inch of the event was created through love, friendship and kindness - the essence of our daughter.
Jonny and I read out letters we had written to Kenzie then as a group we sung Britney Spears 'Baby One More Time' to her before we released balloons into the air as we thought about our favourite Mackenzie memory or sent a wish out to her. I have never felt so much love for so many people at one time.
It was the event we planned but never wanted to have. Thank you to all who attended, all who would have been there if they could, all who helped set up/prepare and mostly to everyone who loved or was touched by our daughter's life.
I didn't realize how much I was holding on to that event. How I thought of it as something more I could do for her, as her Mum. Now it is over I will be honest, as I always have on here, I have emotionally spiraled. I cannot stop crying. I miss you my darling xx
#mackenziesmemories #iamsoluckytobesurroundedbysomuchlove #emotionallylost #imissyoumydarling


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When a small thing reminds you of a time much simpler, you find your self wondering what could have been #EmotionallyLost

Towcester, Northamptonshire
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Đôi lúc mình nghĩ bản thân đã trưởng thành nhưng sự thật mình vẫn còn bé lắm :(((( Có những chuyện cỏn con thoi mà mình giải quyết hoài cũng không xong 😔😔😔
Feeling in the bad #emotionallylost
#trytobe #it'raintoday


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Yea I need to stop over thinking #idk #overthinking #emotionallylost..


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It's almost as if i can't breathe, eat, sleep, function without you. I put so much of myself into you. So when you left me. You took part of me with you making me loose myself.
~Unknown
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You hold it in to the point where when you finally break down it destroys everything and everyone. You caused so much destruction holding it in....
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~Unknown
#depression #depressed #brokentrust #unlovedsouls #untouchedhearts #mentallydistressed #emotionallylost #depressedmeanings #suicidalsorrow #suicidaltrial #hiddenscars #hiddenpain #unheardscreams #unheardcries #committedcries #committedpain #committedsorrow #unlovedlives #suicidalsorrow #suicidalcries


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I hope someday you'll find an old picture of me and you'll wonder if I still love strawberry smoothies more than life itself or if I "boyfriend promise" upon agreement and maybe you'll even wonder if I wonder about you #lostlove #lovequotes #lostlover #endlesslove #pastlove #pastlovers #pastloves #pastlover #unconditionallove #strongfeelings #strongemotions #illalwaysloveyou #deepemotionalconnection #cantstopthinkingaboutyou #cantstoplovingyou #lostmylove #lostmylover #emotionallylost #depressed #depressedquotes #losteverything #broken #brokenheart #brokenhearted #whathappened


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• im so glad ill never fit in • #blonde #selfie #emotionallylost


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I got a call from my son's school today saying they are concerned about his apparent long lasting depression and reaction to my being transgender. I can't help but feel guilty and like an uncaring, selfish person for screwing up his life with my transition. When I was his father he loved hanging out with me and calling me dad but since my transition he has been extremely hurt and I am really at a crossroads in my life wondering if I should just go back to being his father and just stop this crazy pursuit of trying to be a woman when in fact I'll never be a woman! The plain and simple truth is I am a man and should be a father to my special needs son and stop being God Damn selfish regardless of my transgender identity! He won't even take my calls any more. I really am messing up his life not intending to! Life sucks! Emily Iannielli #transgender #transgirl #transwoman #transgendergirl #transgenderwoman #maletofemale #transition #genderidentity #genderdysphoria #father #son #emotionalpain #depression #suicidal #numb #emotionallylost #gendercrisis #autistic

New York, New York
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The emotional half of the Lost and Found project. Graffiti can be so telling of the soul


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GUESS WHAT??? YOU ARE NOT ALONE!!! Three years ago, April 8 2013 to be exact. I made the choice to make a change in my life. I had just had my second baby, a beautiful baby girl, and my son had just celebrated his 3rd birthday.... Life was good.... Wanna know a secret....I was miserable! I was unhappy. I was overweight. I hated what I saw when I looked into the mirror. I knew I needed to change. Something needed to change. Not only for myself but for my family as well. I needed to be happy, truly happy. I needed to love myself. Really love myself.
That's when a friend Introduced me to beachbody. I took a huge leap of faith and joined a challenge group. No idea what to expect, no clue if it would even work. I mean after all my previous "failed diet fabs" how could THIS be any different?? But not only was I desperate, something Inside said to DO it!! So I did it..... And little did I know this was a chance that was going to change my life.
After losing 35pounds in my first 60days. I also gained a mass amount of self confidence. Was I perfect? Not even close! Was I where I wanted to be? Far from it! But I was so much closer.
It was then that I realized I wanted to become a coach! I knew there were other women out there who were just like the "old" me. Someone who doubted themselves, someone who thought they'd ALWAYS be overweight, someone who cried when she looked in the mirror. Who on the inside was unhappy and full of self hate. Someone who felt alone. Like nobody would ever understand. Who was just looking for away to be happy again.
I became a coach because I wanted to help that person, I wanted to give hope, I wanted to inspire and motivate that person, I wanted to show that person that there's a way to change and that you are NOT alone.
It hasn't always been easy. There's been days I've wanted to throw in the towel. But I keep moving forward. And I keep on believing!
If your reading this and you can relate to the person I was I want to tell you this.
Your not alone.
You can be happy.
Just keep believing!

#ibelieveinyou #justkeepbelieving #believeinyourself


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