And the motivation for me was them telling me what I can not be— me ✨. (Reflective post ahead)
Y’all know I like to close the previous chapter before January, and use December to adjust. Ahh 2019 was a special one. I chose to focus on the word “elevate” at the top of the year because I needed to grow from all 2018 took from me and out of me. I came into this year like a lamb and I intended on leaving it like a lion. And even though there is much more work to be done on myself, I thank God for growth literally. This year I let life become a revolving door, I trusted God’s plan (kinda) and from that I learned the true meaning of “what’s for me will never miss me, and what isn’t to let it go.” The shift came this year when I started putting God and myself first. I started treating myself like a priority rather than an option, and from this I’ve gained so much joy. I’m so in love with me. Like every year the devil came thru testing me and my faith but God thank you for keeping ya girl once again. God gave me strength this year and has put my name in rooms that I didn’t think were possible to be in.
I also want to thank the people that God put forth in my life, whether for a life time or a season I appreciate your presence in my life.
I feel it in my spirit that god is about to MOVE me and I am more than ready for where I am going in this next year, this next decade. However, for now we going to keep praying, keep growing, and keep glowing — 2020 let’s get it!