I’ve been inactive this past few days due to taking off-phone kinda time and get myself lost at a short vacation.
Just a little ramble here, by the time I took this short getaway, I use it as a special occasion like a “date” for myself. It’s so mesmerizing how much I got from myself for myself. I’m waking up in the morning, wear my fav two pieces swimwear which I never dare to wear since I bought it almost 6 months ago cause lack of confident, but I dare myself and feeling good at my own skin actually. After swimming and enjoying sunshine, I take my breakfast under the morning sun, grateful for this special astonishing light, then I took a bath, and walk at this strange town (for me), then I took bus without knowing where it’ll bring me (ok it sound kinda challenging and terrifying tbh ) then I stopped at random place, taking slow long walk while having conversations in my head, going to this beautiful small cafe and grab a sandwich while getting to know myself better by start feeling how my heart and my mind feels at this exact right moment. I mean it’s so unbelievable how we sometimes get lost in this crowd with a lot of stuffs and tasks. It’s actually nice to take a short silence moment to ask ourself how are you doing? How do you feel today? And on and on. Just remember, don’t lose ourself in the current situation. Listen to yourself, embrace yourself and you’ll feel how peaceful it is like a breeze that stream in your blood
Have an amazing day, love