To my son:
I love you more than words can say. I hope that God lays his hands on you and heals every bad memory that infects the sweetness of your soul. I hope that you grow and learn to be the young man I know you can be. I miss you every second of everyday and I pray that god brings you home to us soon. Your sweet laugh and memories keep me going. You are a good boy, you are smart, you are loved, and you are wanted. I miss laying on the couch with you watching cartoons. I miss your quiet I love you mommy’s and your tight hugs when you got off the school bus. I miss seeing you play with your sister and brush her hair when she needed help. I miss our night time talks. No one can love you as much as me besides God. When you feel lonely and afraid go to him baby boy he will comfort you until I can. Seeing you the other day was so great. I loved having lunch with you and giving you your favorite snacks. You’ll get better soon Bubby. You can get over this and I’ll be bye your side until the day I die. No matter what. Christmas won’t be the same without you but I’ll see you next week. Having you hold onto me and beg me to take you home with tears in your eyes was heart breaking but I pray this is the right thing to help you. When the doctor told me your daddy, sister, and I are your favorite people in the world that made my heart so full. You, your sister, and daddy are my favorite people in the world. You’re not a bad boy, this isn’t a bad life, just a bad moment and we will get you through it. You’re so strong. I love you to the moon and back and I’ll see you soon!
Love, your mommy. #fostertoadopt #fosteryourheartout #mommysboy