It's been grueling internal work, freeing myself from laying my expectations onto others, and instead engaging those that show up with me, in a present state of mind.
I've had my ground zero.
I lost ALL trust in my ability to know which homo sapiens I could trust in my life, for my life.
Trust became my killer.
Then I began connecting outside my previous circle. I found connections and conversations that fueled mutually sparked minds and in this, I became closer to my inner child, and became free to be.
If your mind is not free to be with us, I'll pass till our paths cross again, perhaps a little further downstream.
As a depressed, and suicidal person, I have sent emails, text msg and within the body of the msg I'll include an offer for dinner/walk/hike to catch up. There is a reply about one aspect of the msg, nothing on the plans to catch up in person.
I've processed that this is 100% not about me and these people have begun to fade from view, naturally and in peace. People will see what they want to see.
It doesn't affect my ability to engage if the moment calls for it, just the depth of my engagement.
When the stream splits in the forest, it doesn't fight the natural state of its flow.
Ride the flow in your life.
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