MONSTERS what do I fear most? Where does this stem from?
Seven of Discs/Strength
The resources. The gifts. The mountain. Both sides of the coin. That I don’t know when to stop pushing a boulder up the mountain; a dream, a relationship, a creative project; so then my inner or outer resources will be squandered. And /Or that I will run out of my resources, inner or outer, before I am able to manifest said dreams, projects or fully sit in relationship. This is just the tip
This fear stems from very early on needing to helm the ship, develop inner fortitude; only being able to rely on myself for the start, continuation or completion of most anything. And when will/does my fortitude flag? Become limp, tired?
I know, have always known that spirit ‘has me’, but I still meet with the Monster.
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