📣(FEELINGS INVOLVED)took me a while to really post this but I felt like I had to at this point. I really wish I could turn back the time to where everything in life was good, when I didnt have any bad thoughts about anything or myself, unfortunatly I Cant, so I have to live through a shitloads of days where i Cant keep up with myself or my feelings, its a Long road, and its hard being like this, I Know that at the end there is always a reason to live, but Sometimes I feel like im not gonna make it. Im still here today, and im gonna stay here for a long time, working with myself and my inner thoughts.
Im happy, at the same time im not happy at all. Im happy for the people I have in my life, that are with me, but I really wanna be happy with myself too, and that is something im gonna work with.
Life is a hard ass work, it takes time, but one day, im gonna be happy with myself and my thoughts.
If im not responding or dont answer in a while, its not because i dont wanna talk, but its because I have alot on my mind that I need to work with.
And to the people that hear me say "im fine" all the time, im sorry that this the line you guys hear everytime you ask, but its the easiest thing to say when I wanna work on myself alone.
#feelings #psykiskhelse #gitid