Thinking about my last caption..
I use to think to myself, “What can I possibly do to get even the slightest edge to be better and look better than everyone else?” You know, the stuff that nobody wants to do, but I learned that comes from a very insecure place.
It boiled down to just being the best version of myself possible, period. Any slight edge is just to beat a younger me. Not him. Not her. It’s not that I don’t care to be competitive or don’t care for others, because trust me, I am and I do. I feed off of that type of energy, but I can also not and feed off my own. My competitiveness lies in a healthier place now and that care isn’t out of unhealthy comparison. In turn, it’s lead me to find a pure form of confidence I actually do want to build on for once and I hope everyone finds theirs.