Dear, Koko Bear 💙💙
The past few days have been hard for us, but more so you, but we always make it though the hard days.
I will spend the rest of my life dedicated to making sure you experience the best life ever.
I promise to always be patient.
I promise to always listen to you.
I promise to make sure you feel safe.
I promise there will never be a day that you do not know how important, special and loved you are.
I promise to continue to love you unconditionally through every step you walk in this life.
You will never be alone.
We live in the world where many do not understand Autism.
Where people pass judgement more than they understand.
They see a Label or a "bad" child.
I see a gift, I see pure love, pure light.
I see the child I prayed for, the miracle I didn't believe I could have.
Yet here you are.
My sweet Nakoa-Rivers you are Sunshine personified.
You are going to do great things in this life.
The world is going to learn so much from you.
I am so sorry that at the sweet age of almost 5yrs old, you are experiencing the coldness of this world.
Today was a rough day, the past few days have been.
I am so sorry at the comments you have heard, the looks people give you, the endless sighs.
It breaks my heart when you tell me you feel worried or angry.
It breaks my heart when you cry.
It hurts when you are so exhausted because you can't sleep.
Yes, I know sometimes Mommy gets frustrated but I'm learning.
Thank you for being patient with me, sometimes I have no idea what I am doing.
But my job and my joy is finding a way.
I've got you Koko.
Just know You are my life.
It is Me, You & Your Big sister against the world.
We adore you.
We love you.
I will give my life before Allow this world to change you.
You are Perfect Nakoa-Rivers, the world is just going to have to adjust.
No matter how hard it gets, you give me these sacred moments and you bring me back to my centre.
You have no idea how much mommy needed this moment today.
Thank you my Bubby Loves.
Everything is worth it, this is not a sacrifice.
You give me life.🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰
This song is "Anyway you want to" by @lionbabe Koko loves this song and the #cosmicwind Album.🥰🥰🥰🥰