This is for anyone who wishes they had someone else’s body. I do it too. I’ve selected my dream physiques like @huldalopezhn, @krisstananic, @trish_mowatt orr @missmiafit but I also am very aware, they didn’t wake up like that. We all have a journey, a story, struggles, and triumphs. This journey is ours, alone; and lonely it can be. I tear apart my body daily, the last picture isn’t even at my heaviest, it was taken in December when I started finally training for a show. I will ALWAYS see the 300+ pound reflection. I will never be 100% happy but I know now, just as I do, people look at my current physique and it’s on their list of goals. I’m aware I’m being watched by @jordan.sims33 and it’s my job to show him commitment, dedication, sacrifice as well as struggle. I am happy, but I am not satisfied. I’m grateful for my #teamnocake @jaymee_km, @stephanie_grrrl, @bridge_raftery and my gym girlfriend @daniesunday. Also incredibly thankful to @blinn_fitness we are about to make history....week 23 same food 🤫 Be happy with your NOW! .
#fattofit #fitover40 #fit_40_club #happiness #dedication #worthit #133days #musclesandtattoos #grrrlarmy #backfat #quads #flexfriday #iam1stphorm