I’ve changed so much these last 5 years. Mostly in good ways. But one thing that has been bothering me for months, is that I don’t feel things on the level that I used to. I still love, I still feel normal emotions, but not to the intensity that I once did. I feel like a part of me has disconnected, and I want so badly to reconnect it. But how? Or is this how it’ll be from now on? I spent so many days, so many months, numbing myself. Did I go too far?