New Year 2018 in Oaxaca, Mexico 💚 It was so nice to take a step away from every-day life to get an outside-in perspective of what I'm doing and what I want to do. ~
Except, I still don't know what I want. I don't know what I want to be or want to do. There's so much to learn. I'm stunned by it all. Discouraged by the immense power of the powerful; paradoxically humbled by strong, sweet, soothing, supreme support; relinquishing repulsive motives motivated by ego and insecurity. But still wanting to learn.
I let go of a lot. I'm left rather vacated, empty of what I once thought.
I'm not focused. I don't have a direction. Gonna keep moving at least. Will be forward at least. Maybe I should make a plan. Or maybe I should relax. I should let life flow. Or maybe I should think harder. I should pay more attention. I should decide and commit. I don't know. Mexico. ~
I'm a bit wide open and uncertain, but that is ok ☺️ Just must listen. And be in more trees. And always be compassionate. ~
"Stand tall, young one" Mother Earth told me. ~
What a blessing. Thank you Earth. ~
#Oaxaca #adventure #discover #latebloomer #imgrowin mhm! yay! 🤗
PS- thank you @barnummm SO much for planning this incredible trip!! I love you to the moon and back 🌌