hello everybody. so quick background information- this account is completely anonymous. i made this to share how i feel and hopefully some of you can relate and feel peace to know you aren’t the only one feeling this way.
i have been diagnosed with depression, anixety, personality disorder, OCD, and ODD. i have been self harming for about 3 years now. here are some, out of many, reasons:
-my mother took her life on June 11th, 2015
-i lost my grandmother, my grandpa, other grandpa, and all my great grandparents
-i’ve lost so many people close to me
-i’ve been heartbroken several times
-i feel alone, betrayed, misunderstood
-i disappoint so many people
-most of my family, rather than my dad, 2 sisters, and grandmother, don’t even bother talking to us. they only come to us when something bad happens or if they need us. it’s like we aren’t there to them. like we aren’t important.
-i’m having mixed feelings about the relationship i’m in and i don’t know where to go or what to do
-falling behind in all of my classes
-the main reason is, my brain is just chemically unbalanced. that’s how i was not, and i cannot help it. God, i wish i could.
so here i am, trapped in my own thoughts every day, not living for myself, but for the people who care... or at least say they do. hopefully all of us can understand each other, relate to things, and help each other through this Hell we call life. my DMs are always open. much love to everybody.❤️❤️
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