Hey there cosplayers! I want to join in this project. It's beatiful this concept that cosplay is for everyone, so let's read what i have to to say.
During my teenage I passed a terrible moment: I was bulimic. I don't want to use this disease to have attentions, because it's a problem like obesity and not a social theme.
I was 16 when I got sick, because of a lot of reasons. I hated my life, I didn't have any friends and I didn't have a reason to live. I thought was my fault, because everthing I touched disappear, at the same way the food. I couldn't eat nothing and when I did I felt like throwing up. In the photo I was 17, I've gained 3 kg and when I'm 16 me weight was 45 kg.
I didn't "cure" myself, I've never wanted doctors to heal me. I saved my life starting to cosplay. This is one of a lot of reasons becuase of I started to cosplay.
When I was 21 my body was changed and I started to think I could be beautiful. And now, I'm 23 (in this photo as Kida) and my weight is 59 kg. I am still underweight for my height, I should weigh around 65 kg. Some little and insignificant symptom of this disease remained and makes me feel fat even if I'm not. Because of this there were days in which I don't eat, the day after I feel scared rethinking about my 16 years old. So I eat a lot even if I'm not hungry, I did bc I'm very scared.
But now the food I eat remain in my stomach.
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