I don’t know why, but I always had a bad feeling looking at this picture. Maybe it’s because, looking at my face, takes me back to what I was feeling then. I felt empty, angry and lost. Longing for tribe and community, longing for coexistence, and co-creating. Longing to be seen.
I remember how I struggled with my own appearance believing that I had to be someone else to be accepted and loved.
After this trip, after spending a month in Bali, I slowly started to experience the depth of my own body. Exploring the shallowness in my thought patterns. And the unease in my relationships.
Looking back, I am impressed by my own expansion. I am actually proud, over my “dark” past and how it brought me here! .
by @stellanrunge .
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