The last seven days have made me question so many things... especially the people in my life.
Having something traumatic happen to you, unexpectedly will mess with your mind, I promise you.
Me, THE HEALTHY one. I found myself angry because I live a healthy lifestyle, never smoked ever, I don’t drink, I eat right, exercise daily and yet there I was having morphine and blood pumped into my body and enduring test after test after test. With no clue of what was happening to Me. The healthy one. I’m still not . 🤬
The entire week went downhill, when it should have been a week of celebrations. Here I was, unable to eat, little energy and people with their selfish ways, hitting me up for this or that for me to do for them, and not once saying “Are you ok? Is there anything I can do FOR YOU?” I just don’t understand it. I do so much for people, and never say a word. I’m a natural giver, period. The one time, I’m almost taken out of here, I realize, just who really is in my corner. This week, I was invisible and alone. I had to do some real praying, surrendering and release because I refuse to die because no one cared I lived. That’s just not my story. •
There’s purpose in my life that I still have yet to fulfill. So to the ones reading this and feeling any of the above, “You Matter.” If no one else tells you or makes you feel that, I am telling you right now. The world needs you to continue to be great, even when it doesn’t give you great in return... You matter. Much love, light and dreams that become reality. It’s time to erase the circle and just focus on the which is you. This week taught me while recovering there will be revelations. Accept what is clear and grow from there. #tashaprescott