The last 90 days of 2018, I participated in Rachel Hollis #last90days. One of the things you were suppose to do everyday was write down 10 things you were grateful for. So for almost everyday (let’s be honest, I’m not perfect and missed a couple of days) I wrote down 10 things I was grateful for. At first it was kind of hard. That first week I was looking for things during the day to be thankful for. By the second week, I was holy crap there’s so many things to be thankful. It’s seriously amazing how writing a gratitude journal will change your mindset. . One of the things I would often write about in my gratitude journal is my sweet Lucius aka Lou. Thankful for finding a holistic vet, his health, his old man breathe, loud snores, walks with him, the list goes on and on. On Tuesday I got a call from the vet that my sweet handsome old man has lymphoma. To say I have been an emotional hot mess would be an understatement. Last week it was so hard to write in my gratitude journal. I only wrote in it four days. I had the worlds biggest pity party for myself. But then a light went off. I have the love of God to give me strength and comfort through the hard times. I have an amazing support system that has given me so much love, prayers and kind words. The most kindest staff at both Lou’s vet. Even in the hardest times I have so many things to be thankful for. Everyday is truly a gift. I’m going to treasure everyday I have left with my sweet old man. I’m so grateful that I did the last 90 days challenge. I created a habit and that habit is helping through one of the hardest times of my life.