4:15 am - 7/15
it's not easy to be without you, I miss you so much. I miss you even more every day. And I wish you were here with all of us. We miss you, istg I can't even talk right now. It's too much for me. You were such an incredible and amazing person, why did that happen to you? I can't count the times I cried for you. I can't count the times I prayed for you to come back. I just really really wish you were here. your music makes me feel that at least someone understands me, and I feel I'm not alone. Please tell me this is a nightmare. Please tell me this didn't happen. Gus, if I knew what was gonna happen that day, if everyone knew what was gonna happen, this would be different. I'm in tears.