It has been three months since I confessed my feelings for you, and right at that very moment you made it clear that all we can only have is our friendship. Yeah, and I said that I am prepared for any feedback from you. But I am wrong. I was hurt. Because I assumed that things are ok between us. I must say I just got the wrong signal and misinterpreted our closeness. In spite of that, you promised that our friendship will remain no matter what. I hold on to that. I still am. But days had passed, I got the feeling that something has changed. It seems that there is an invisible wall that is forming between us. We barely talk to each other. We’re close (physically), yet so far. Recently I’ve done something that worsened our situation. Maybe you’re annoyed. And it made me sad. There is an urge in me that I wanted to talk to you and to fix this. I want to break the wall and hope I could be right next to you again, not for anything else but to save our friendship. I want to bring our closeness back.
Kahit yun lang, ok na sa akin. I’m sorry kung lagi kitang niyayakap. Don’t be mad when I say “I miss you”, because I really missed the days that we’re ok. But then again, if it happens that you are not comfortable anymore with my presence, I'm willing to let you go. Kahit pagkakaibigan na lang natin ang pinanghahawakan ko.
Maybe this time, I should love myself more.
Loving, este always watching you from afar,