So i was having a conversation with my co worker Shayne @shayn3rz today, we talked about who was holding through this little journey of ours. We laughed & had such a fun A & B convo about Noel & I while others in the breakroom listened, we tried not to be loud. But as I bombarded her with the loads of questions like "omg what if I dont have a neck & I swell up so bad? What if I get stretch marks that never goes away no matter how much ill try to work out or rub anything on it? How will I be able to fricken shave? omg what if I turn out more uglier then I look?? omg what if I never lose the weight???" As we sit there & laugh & she tells me her pregnacy I ended up telling her. "You know that I get real ano about how I look at times?" Shes like well we all change as we get older so what can we do? Lol...We kept on laughing. I said "ik ugh i dont have my clear face I naturally had with no scars or dam breakouts, i swear I gained alot of weight cause Noel dam feeds me good... but then I said " IM JUST HAPPY I FOUND SOMEONE WHO LOVES ALL OF ME & FIND NOTHING WRONG WITH IT" she & I both agreed we have awesome spouses in the end we remained with all the gross convos, questions & answers about pregnacy & looks! & here comes Ofie @princessofie saying all the negative shit making me feel so much better yah your gonna gain weight here & have a dark neck and stretch marks but with it all...i love you my baby & I wish nothing but the best for us, your the most incredible sweet ever. .