#transformationtuesday post. I am in in a crop top?! Wwuuuttt!!
I NEVER WEAR THESE THINGS! to be honest its because I have never had a waist really until recently so I am wearing it! It may just be an old OLD shirt that I cut up AND THE REASON? its too big!!! so #recycle time, guess I’m gonna rock the grunge vibes for today! 😂 .
About transformations and the real reason for this post.... Recently I have been adjusting to this person who I thought I lost. ME.
#postpartumdepression is rough. I don’t talk about it much but I have been down to the point of wanting to run away from it all. But somehow I kept it together. I leaned on my support system and thankfully he @gary_neitzke held my up. I still have my struggles but I speak up about them now and never hide them, and when I do, that loving man of mine reciprocates like no other. For that I am thankful. I know I am a really strong, stubborn, and powerful person most of the time; one who wishes she had it all together all the time but I don’t; and when I don’t he raises me up every step of the way, as I do for him. .
I am thankful I can call my best friend my husband we have our moments as any married couple would, but we support each other and live our own lives, have our own goals and dreams. Some of those dreams we have to complete together and we will! Those are some of the most exciting times to look forward too! .
Theres a quote I love and its up on our bedroom wall, my husband made it, it says “I can conquer the whole world with one hand behind my back as long as the other is holding yours” that quote is us in every way and better yet it involves my favorite movie #nightmarebeforechristmas .
I am loving every moment of this journey, the good and the bad. I am still growing, still learning to love me through this transformation every step of the way. . #selflove is hard.
I think of reflections about my transformation as a stepping stone in this path of life. It sure is a beautiful path.
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