We are told never to put up a photo that is not “fixed”, I’m breaking that rule today. No filter.
Today was Preston’s birthday and I was struggling with something totally not related to his day. I held back tears from something I can not control, but I can control how I deal with it. I’m learning how to let things go and see them differently. If you knew some of my story you would probably say, I have a right to feel hurt. I do. I struggle big time with many things. Through some personal growth this year, I know why I struggle and now it’s going to be what I do with that pain. I can NOT control what other people do or have done, but I CAN forgive and find peace in my heart. I’m trying. I’m trying hard. Prayer has been huge for me this year and I’m not always good at it, but I’m so much better than what I was. One thing I am so grateful for in this life is Matt❤️ OMG, if I did not have someone like him to hold my heart the way he does, I think I would be a bitter soul. He is my strength . ❤️ I love him more everyday and I’m learning to love myself❤️ I would love to hear something you are working on. .