Who did I get this wrapped frames idea from?! Please tell me. I’ve been searching every account I follow in order to give credit, and then Instagram blocked me from seeing anyone’s grid. EDIT: It was on @bohoshineco’s page!!! Thanks Kel! Well anyways, I wrapped some picture frames and stuck Jimmy’s present here to make it look more festive and when Jimmy came home from work the other day he said he loved it, so, mission accomplished.
I’ll be honest, today was a bad Depression day. I woke up late, was totally not myself, could barely keep my head up from the weight of my body, and my feet & body hurt when I simply walked around the house. It felt like the old days, before my TMS treatments. Like that’s what it felt like maybe every other day, if not every day. And so I went back to bed, in the guest room where the temperature is just right, requested no barking from Mick (to which he obliged), and asked Jimmy to leave me alone. I woke up about 4 hours later and my body didn’t hurt anymore. I was able to laugh at Jimmy telling me to stay upstairs at all costs, to go back to bed, to leave him to himself downstairs. I smelled sugar cookies baking in the oven and was surprised with not only the best sugar cookies I’ve ever had, but funfetti cake in a mug topped with funfetti frosting (my all time fav), and a SECOND funfetti pan cake. Can you say incredible? This is what I get to marry into. A partner that not only understands what I feel like when I’m down, but also knows exactly what cheers me up.
I don’t say it to brag—I have been through hell to find this partner. Absolute hell. Times where I put myself back in intensive outpatient treatment due to gaslighting & psychological abuse. I earned this relationship, and so did Jimmy. If you got a best friend or partner that you earned, treat yourself how they would treat you, when they’re not around. They earned you too, never forget that. That’s my little lesson for today 🥰