I hate doing soppy posts but I feel like Spider deserves it so if you don’t care about it, please scroll past because it’s gonna be some deep stuff.
Last time I ranted about Spiderman Homecoming, it was in July. And oh boy my life changed a lot since then. Made new friends, lost some others, for the greatness of my mental health. Fell in love and hated some people. But one of the most important thing that happened since then is how Spiderman changed my life. Sounds SO DUMB I know, how can a teen in a super hero suit change someone’s life. Well let me tell you something. Whenever something happens to me, mostly when something bad happens I plug my headphones into my computer and put Homecoming on. It’s so random but I can’t help it. I got to admit that I sometime skip some moments because, I know it’s not the best movie on earth. From an unbiased point of view, it’s even pretty bad and definitely predictable. But this relatable outsider is the person I wish I were. I relate to this kid so much. The loneliness, the trying to outdo yourself and the always trying to make the good but end up doing shits. He’s a clumsy teen who still needs to figure out his life and what he wants to do with it. Spiderman used to intimidate me SO MUCH when I was younger and I was even scared of his suit, most likely because of the spider thing. But now he is my favourite and its probably not gonna change, because if drunk me says he’s the love of my life, drunk me is right. I can’t even put into words half of the reasons any meets with Spidey is my favorite. I also don’t remember if Ive met him without tearing up at the end. He just makes me messy. Sorry🤷♀️ 🕸🕸🕸🕸🕸 Thank you so much for the genuine happiness, the sweater paws and the endless memories SpideyBoy, forever grateful for your existence.💙🕸❤️ (also thanks to everyone who stayed my friends even after having multiple breakdowns about that movie and everyone who stopped arguing with me to determine who the best spidey is)!